So right now you’re pissed at me. And I’m so sorry. I was just trying to be thoughtful, but I tend to fuck up the simplest of things…it was clear what you wanted and I disrespected that. I can’t begin to tell you how important you are to me, not that you want to hear that right now anyway. I just love you so much, and when you’re this angry at me I get beyond scared. I don’t know how to handle it, I just wish I could come talk to you face to face. I wish we could talk in person tomorrow even. I didn’t mean to do any wrong by you tonight. It was just something I thought would be nice that went way wrong. Just know that I love you and I won’t stop fighting for you, you’re my best friend ever. Good luck on your test tomorrow. Maybe by then I’ll be done crying. And my head will be out of my ass and for once I might actually be able to do something right by you.